Queen afraids too

HBO这几天一直在播Elizabath I: the Gloden Age. 是我很喜欢的电影。

Elizabeth I是英国史上最伟大的女王，被称为Virgin Queen.

但是即便是女王，也是血肉之躯，有情感，会生气，会嫉妒，会撒娇。

在与西班牙开战之前，她与她心爱的男人在火炉边，她对他说：如果你爱我，以任何形式爱我，为我做一件事，但是你不能记住这件事，要当这件事从来没发生过，这件事是我很久都没有做过的事，请吻我。

Elizabeth I: I'm called the Virgin Queen, unmarried, I have no master, childless. I'm mother to my country.

连最伟大的女王也有软弱的时候，我想要的也只是一个吻而已。

想念

榛生真是我喜欢的啊！转一段。

我在是2006年1月1日，下午2点一刻。距离我们的初识有4年零5个月29天。

时间真是，真是迅雷不及掩耳。

此刻我在蒙特利尔，你在北京，我们远隔千山万水。而我想念你，想念如此盛大，想念如此美好。想念不费吹灰之力，有这么安全。程乐远，光有想念就够了。

我极尽想念之能事，我可以取之尽锱铢，用之如泥沙。

就这样吧，请允许我时常想念你，以及你对我的好，还有那年图书馆的屋檐下，你递过来的那把黑色大伞。

我们都要move on

我知道，我知道，是很难！

昨晚看G.A, 虽然剧情getting ridiculous and hopeless, 但是我不得不承认我是很喜欢Denny Duquette这个角色和演Denny的这个演员。

在Denny刚死没多久的时候，有一集是Meredith死了，见到了Denny。这一集结束的时候Denny和Issy在医院的走廊上擦肩而过，背景音乐是Travis的Love will come through。这是我整部戏到目前为止最喜欢的一个镜头，斯坦尼康摇一个180+180。喜欢斯坦尼康微微颤动的平滑。

如今，第五季的结尾，Denny莫名其妙的回来了，不是Ghost，不是Angel，貌似什么都不是，但他就是回来了，为什么？！不明白。

Issy说: I love you, but you died, you left me alone. I have to move on, you have to go.

可是，无法move on, 太难太难了。

从某种程度上说，我总是当DC已经死了，这样我才能继续生活下去。我跟自己说：悲伤一阵，move on then. 但是，原来是不行的，好难啊！

所以，当Denny回来的时候，不管他为什么回来，他怎么回来，他回来了。我想，如果我再见到DC，不用很久的时间了，我会怎样？！

我无法Move on......我无法不爱他。

What love means to age 4 to 8 children

不知道从什么时候开始有一位叫Lady Nice的外籍人士开始给我写email

由于不知道是谁，所以我通常是直接删掉的。

今天看到了这个题目，实在忍不住就打开来看。

What does 'Love' mean? A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, 'What does 'love' mean?' The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think:
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'When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore.
So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love.' Rebecca- age 8

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'When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.' Billy - age 4
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'Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other.' Karl - age 5
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'Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.' Chrissie - age 6
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'Love is what makes you smile when you're tired.' Terri - age 4
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'Love is when my mummy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK.' Danny - age 7
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'Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mummy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss' Emily - age 8
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'Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen.' Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)
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'If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,'
Nikka - age 6 (we need a few million more Nikka's on this planet)
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'Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.' Noelle - age 7
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'Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well.' Tommy - age 6
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'During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling.
He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore.' Cindy - age 8
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'My mummy loves me more than anybody
You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night.' Clare - age 6
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'Love is when Mummy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken.' Elaine-age 5
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'Love is when Mummy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford.' Chris - age 7
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'Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day' Mary Ann - age 4
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'I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones.' Lauren - age 4
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'When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you.' (what an image) Karen - age 7
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'Love is when Mummy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross.' Mark - age 6
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'You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget.' Jessica - age 8
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And the final one -- Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked about a contest he was asked to judge.
The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child.
The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife.
Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there.
When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbour, the little boy said, 'Nothing, I just helped him cry'
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iAmsterdam

H3M很受關注，其中一個原因，我留意到，周耀輝有寫幾首歌，雖然不是我最喜歡的，歌詞卻真的寫的很好。

第一次喜歡上阿姆斯特丹，是因為看了《雛菊》。有個穿著長裙白衫的長發女子抱著畫夾匆匆穿過阿姆斯特丹的廣場，鴿群在她的身邊飛起，遠處有一盆小小的雛菊等著她。

周耀輝，住在阿姆斯特丹。

我希望，他是一個溫柔的男子。

我希望，他會耐心為心愛的人種一盆花。

我希望，他會胡子拉碴抽一根煙眉頭緊鎖。

我希望，他會去追趕最后一班去往巴黎的夜機。

我認識一個住在阿姆斯特丹的男生。我們在北京相識，朋友的朋友的朋友的生日。聊一夜，又出來逛一夜，然后分開了，然后他回到了阿姆斯特丹。

我告訴他，我要去倫敦了。

他說，好啊，你搭ferry boat過來，我會在碼頭等你，然后車你去梵高博物館。

我說，然后，我們一起去找周耀輝吧！

梦们--二

这个是我老板的梦，但由于太过诡异，所以我坚持一定要贴出来。

以下为Peter Sharp口述，Me记录：

"I had a very weird dream last night too. I saw a woman, really attractive woman, in a wedding dress, standing on the cloud......I think she's Spanish but speaks perfect English. She said - This is 1914! I thought, wow, this is so cool. So I said to her, I've got to give you my card. Then I start to look for my card, but I can't find it anywhere. Then I spent the rest of my dream looking for my card! Weird dream hah?!"

我无语了。。。。。决定不告诉他关于我梦见了RM的事。。。。。

梦们--一

我觉得我的人生跟我的梦有着千丝万缕的联系。

中学的时候暗恋高一级的学长，就是因为做了一个梦，梦见跟他拍拖，醒来后就发现自己真的喜欢上他。这样莫名其妙的crush也只有我这样莫名其妙的人才会有吧。

昨晚的梦好美呀，美的我醒来的时候都是笑着的，仿佛还流着口水。我又梦到我的RM了。他打给我，说他回来了，在他带我去过的那家massage place等我。于是我就去。退开门，发现一个大屋子里好多人，男男女女，好像都认识，但是又都不熟。大家忙着跟我打招呼，我也不得不忙着跟大家寒暄。可是我的内心无比焦急的想要找到RM，最后实在忍不住，就问了其中一个姑娘RM在哪里。她手指指最里面那个床上裹着棉被的人。我冲了过去，一把抱住那团棉被。只见RM转过脸来对我说: You have to let everybody know?! 然后是一个大大的微笑，然后是偷偷的亲吻！

我想我的内心中对于RM的感情让我觉得自己的虚荣心得到了全部的满足。Everybody likes him but he likes me! 我就是需要这样的Exclusive, 这样的Priority